Syria Syria

I couldn't focus anymore upon hearing the news that most probably all of us need to depart back to our hometown.. So many things have been playing in mind and I am not ready to leave this country.. but what choice do we have?

Tasmi' Quran tak abis lagi..
Daurah baru mula..
Ilmu dari masyaikh tak dapat lagi...
Arab belum masyi masyi mcm air lagi..
TAK KAN NAK BALIK KAN.

Things are unpredictable, but looks like all the accessibility is being cut off slowly and that's the major problem. Memang ikutkan hati nak balik cepat, taknak buat keluarga risau, tapi lagi sikit je nak capai semua matlamat. Confused sangat and couldn't think of the best solution. Kalau ikut hati, memang taknak balik, but to think wisely.. staying is not a good solution either.

Bila tanya keluarga, they being the most understanding people (Alhamdulillah) will easily say: BUATLAH MANA YANG RASA TERBAIK, KITA MENDOAKAN.Tapi masalahnya, As for now, I couldn't think of anything. =( Kalaulah membuat keputusan tu semudah membuat kuih (eh buat kuih pun tk senang haha!).

Note to self: Jangan lupa dengan adanya saranan istiharah.. Jangan sombong. He's the best planner. Tsk Tsk.